ADD in freshman college student question

Patient: I’m in college now and I’ve had issues with ADD my whole life but never got diagnosed due to the fact my mother hates medication. Now that I’m in college, I can see the effects of ADD greater than I did in high school. My grades are suffering because of it, and I’m not sure what to do. I’d go to the doctors near school, but then my mom would know something was up. Is there a way to get prescribed to Adderall or Vyvanse online?