Depression leading to anxiety and paranoia

Patient : I have been depressed for most of my life. I don't remember love, or happiness, or any emotion other than misery and anger. Though, I only get angry when people mess with those I am close to, or when I see a man beating a women, or something picking on the weak, I don't care what people do to me. I'm only 15, and my depression and paranoia (I'm terrified of things horribly, panic attacks, hyperventilation, nearly passing out from it) are so advanced that I'm losing my mind. I have no idea what to do. Though, suicide has occured, my philosophical thoughts are beyond that of the lust to die. What do I do, I have no idea what to do or where to go.
Doctor :   This question is currently in queue and will be answered shortly by one of our doctors. In the meantime you may browse our library of answered questions by clicking here.

Related Q&A

Q: To whoever i'm writing to, i'm a 16 year old girl who has been feelings very sad latley. i don't know what the main c...

Q: I would like to speak to a psychiatrist - not a psychologist as it involves problems associated with medical conditio...

Q: Hello Doctor, Please help me to understand myself. I am a male , smoke and drink. I am in the past I used some drug s...

Q: IS IT POSSIBLE FOR SOMEONE LIVING 90 PERCENT OF THIER LIFE IN UNIT THAT IS INTERNALY BUILT OF UNSEALED BRICK AND MORT...

Q: I lost my medication en route to a remote island in the Bahamas. I am gone for one week. I was on 10 mg of Paxil. I...

 
DOCTOR ADVISORY BOARD
218

Dr. James Obaji M.D.

  • 247 Reviews
  • Family Physician
173

Dr. Suneel Sharman M.D.

  • 190 Reviews
  • Family Physician
138

Dr. Pat Golden M.D.

  • 169 Reviews
  • Cardiologist
98

Dr. Kunaal Jindal M.D.

  • 112 Reviews
  • Plastic Surgeon

CNN
BBC
MSNBC
CBS
abcNews
FoxNews