Patient: Is it possible that my birth control (Lolo) is making me depressed and suicidal? I have been on this pill for 5 weeks now had have had at least 3 different episodes where I have seriously considered suicide. Although depression is something I have struggled with in the past this seems excessive. I don’t know if my depression is just getting worse, or if perhaps this shift in hormones is to blame.
Symptoms: Depression, thoughts of self harm, thoughts of suicide.
Doctor: Hello,Thanks for writing to us.I have read your case and can understand your situation.LOLO has estradiol whic h can cause hormonal and mood changes in women. So you are correct in thinking that pills can actually make your mood worsen. Since it can aggravate depression it will cause suicidal ideations also.It is advisable for you to stop the pills and visit your doctor who can give you alternate methods of contraception. Also since you have had depression in the past you should report about it too to your doctor who can start you with antidepressants like Escitalopram, Sertraline etc.Hope this helps. Feel free to write back.Regards
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Patient: I am hesitant to ask for antidepressants because I don’t want to feel like I am in a fog, or feel nothing. I am also concerned about weight gain. Additionally, in the past, I have had a hard time getting doctors to take me seriously. I am a doctoral candidate (PhD) and generally come across and intelligent and rational. When I am very depressed I can not leave my bed, let alone go to a doctors office. By the time I am able to speak with a doctor I have usually pulled myself together and can describe my condition calmly and rationally. Almost all doctors I have seen have indicated that they think I am able to manage my depression. The problem is I can’t convey how hopeless and difficult things are when I am low. Is there a medication that I can take on an as needed basis (not every day) that will help me manage days I can’t cope with? Currently I take a sleeping pill every few hours on these days and try to just wait the low feeling out. How do I express to my physician that I need this medication and ensure that they take me seriously without having to show up to an ER in the midst of a crisis?
Thanks for writing back
I can understand what you must have gone through when you were quite depressed.
It is not advisable to take sleeping pills every few hours as they can be harmful to your body apart from disturbing your sleep routine. You should first visit doctor to get an alternative to Ocp and you should mention about suicidal ideations to the doctor. He will give you antidepressant which would not cause much weight gain or fog effect like Sertraline.
Hope this helps. Feel free to write back