Ive tried different meds but dont seem to work for me

Patient: I have been yelling a lot at my 18month old I feel like I’m a crappy parent even those I make sure he has everything he needs . I went to the doctor and the put me on anxity and depression meds but I had side effects on them so I went back and told her I was fine and didn’t need anything now 3 months later I yell and I don’t understand why …

Symptoms: Yelling ,crying sometimes