Please help,out of my Zolof

Patient: I take 50mg of Zolof for deppression ,I have a doctor appointment Feb.8th I ran out 2 days ago not feeling well now,called my doctor to see if I could get enough pill untill I go to the doctor,they said no,my heart is racing,head ack,suecide thoughts,what should I do?Gloria Olinger,269-200-5068 thank-you I have no insurance to go to the ER