Pregnant or not?

Patient: Not sure if I should be hopeful or not. I am ttc and had light spotting four days after my period ended, which ended sep. 30 2011. Also feel nausea here and there and cramps throuout the month of october so far. I am du to start again on the 22 of october. Took a pregnancy test this morning and it was negative. Feel like I’m gonna start any day. Am I just wishful thinking?