Ripped Clitorus

Patient: Ok, so I have difficulties orgasming. I always have. Recently, my boyfriend and I were fooling around with the lights on. He told me that my clitorus is ripped and thats why I have difficulties and why it hurts sometimes. He said that it splays out on one side. Its been that way for as long as I can remember. But, I was raped at five years old and maybe thats when it happened. I don’t know what to do or what problems may come from it being torn. Is something wrong with me? And will it ever heal?