Sodium valporate long term side effects

Patient: I take epileptic medication and i have had these side effects since i started them, such as – confusion, fatigue, drowsiness,lack of appetite,suicidal thoughts, temporary hairloss which regrew curly, increased alertness, shaky movements and unsteady walk, irregular or stopping of menstrual periods and acne. i am now 18 and i am wondering if they will be permanent?