Patient : My mom is schizophrenic and I've been abused my whole life. I finally got out of my home to discover my distant dad is dying. I live with my boyfriend and went from being extremely sad and stressed all the time to a little better. We have our own problems, but its a way better enviroment. Every week or so though, I cry uncontrollably and want to die. Sometimes its something little that sets me off, but I do stupid irrational stuff. It especially happens when my boyfriend tries to leave our house, even just for the night. I freak out and cry. I cant breath and feel like my world is ending and he will never come back. I freak out and sometimes I feel like the only way out is running away or death. Sometimes I feel like it'd be so much better if I was alone. Whats wrong with me and what do I do?
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