Thirty year old man taking Birth Control Pills

Patient: Dear doctor,I am a 30 year old male and I want to take birth control pills -since they contain Estrogen- for the intention to make some changes in my body’s figure to have more of a feminine look.I know all about the HRT but I do not want to go all that way; as it is not my target to entirely lose my manhood.Will taking birth control pills regularly get me whatI want? And will they risk my health? What should I be expecting?